19

[00:30.91] So lonely in, in this life
[00:34.65] Surround myself with people just to make me feel alive
[00:38.69] I don't know how to calm down
[00:42.33] Just spend my nights and tip the bottle up inside my mouth
[00:47.19] "I'm sure you'll be just fine" is what my parents say
[00:54.75] They don't know what it's like, 19 in modern days
[01:00.46] So let's just go back to the party
[01:05.21] Kiss each other like we never kissed someone before
[01:08.38] And I'm not asking, and I'm not sorry
[01:14.27] I'm just tryna clear my mind
[01:19.89] I'm fucked up
[01:21.71] Just enough to clear my mind
[01:29.20] 'Cause I'm just tryna clear my mind
[01:35.22] I'm fucked up
[01:37.29] Just enough to clear my mind
[01:47.16] No, I'd rather change last night
[01:51.02] My body froze the second that I looked into my eyes
[01:54.83] I'm freaking out, can you tell?
[01:58.45] My hands are shaking in my pocket so I hide them well
[02:03.00] 'Cause, "I'm sure you'll be just fine" is what my parents say
[02:11.01] They don't know what it's like, 19 in modern days
[02:16.64] So let's just go back to the party
[02:21.40] Kiss each other like we never kissed someone before
[02:27.64] Before
[02:30.32] 'Cause I'm just tryna clear my mind
[02:36.07] And I'm fucked up
[02:38.11] Just enough to clear my mind
[02:45.43] 'Cause I'm just tryna clear my mind
[02:51.52] I'm fucked up
[02:53.33] Just enough to clear my mind
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