Symbiotic

Why must I live this way
It watches, it wants it
It's seen the better days
And brings across the shame

We will start from the beginning I was just a little kid
Raised in a divorce with no idea what marriage is
Stayed in different homes the schedule was a hoax
Mom and dad had no idea what happened in their homes

Daddy left at 2am the devil walked right in
Locked his prey with force and shame and had his way with him

I swore that I'd never die
What a lie
Die
What a lie

Forced it up inside of me a symbiote of wretched greed
Crashing down into the deep hole giving out while I screamed
Now I need to get out and satisfy this greed
Now I need to get out and satisfy this greed

How could I concern myself with the intents of a sheep
Why would I blame someone else when I can't even fly

I swear I'd never watch it die
What a lie
Die
What a fucking lie

So why must I live life like this?

So I will never know why I took this road
It goes to show where will be my throne
Where will be my throne
Where will be my throne