Hurts to Be Alive

[00:26.10] (Fucking, fucking, fucking, fucking, fucking)
[00:28.89] It fucking hurts to be alive
[00:31.15] Oh, the disposable fragility of life
[00:37.38] And my identity is my mother died
[00:40.69] Anything to distract from being straight and white
[00:46.15] But I want to be the perfect mix
[00:49.04] Of everything fucked up you want to fix
[00:55.14] And my wokeness is a myth
[00:57.54] I'm, oh, so desperate for your love
[01:02.94] And I just want you to love me
[01:05.18] I just want you to love me
[01:07.34] And oh, do you think of me?
[01:11.72] And I just want you to love me
[01:14.08] I just want you to love me
[01:15.72] And to control how you think of me
[01:18.35]
[01:25.72] So I'm listing all the qualities
[01:28.04] That make me seem a little more appealing
[01:34.46] No, the future doesn't freak me out
[01:36.87] My boundary issues are solved
[01:38.59] And I'm seeing a therapist
[01:43.08] And I'm considering quitting plastics
[01:45.32] I've gone pescatarian and I'm curious
[01:51.92] And I'm into keeping my body fit
[01:54.38] I'm sex-positive and mysterious
[02:00.68] But am I the perfect mix
[02:03.20] Of everything fucked up, you can't resist?
[02:09.50] My wokeness now so thick
[02:11.76] I'm trudging through it for your love
[02:17.33] And I just want you to love me
[02:19.47] I just want you to love me
[02:21.62] And oh, do you think of me?
[02:26.05] And I just want you to love me
[02:28.16] I just want you to love me
[02:30.08] Control how you think of me
[02:35.87] Standing in the spotlight now
[02:37.96] Not sure of what to say
[02:40.57] Maybe talk about how dating's weird
[02:42.47] Something where everyone can relate
[02:44.32] Okay
[02:49.11] Hey fellas, we can all admit dating during this
[02:51.45] Me Too movement's a little awkward
[02:53.54] (Ooh, ooh)
[02:58.18] You ever notice how the biggest dorks
[02:59.75] Are always the biggest freaks in bed?
[03:02.49] (Ooh, ooh)
[03:06.82] Every time I smoke weed, I tell ya what
[03:09.28] I get the munchies
[03:11.13] (Ooh, ooh)
[03:18.48] Oh, wah-ah-ah-ah!
[03:22.75] And I just want you to love me
[03:24.83] I just want you to love me
[03:27.27] Oh, do you love me?
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