Masochistic Healing

[00:08.96] Will these darkened memories last
[00:11.82] Will I ever bury my past
[00:15.11] I want to leave this world behind
[00:18.25] All this time I've been waiting for a sign
[00:22.44] I've been suffering so long
[00:25.88] The pain has grown far too strong
[00:29.95] Can you show me the way?
[00:47.79] Staring at the ceiling
[00:49.42] I'm trapped inside these walls
[00:52.28] Forged by uncertain hands
[00:55.13] Cut me open, bleed out the darkness
[00:58.88] Sheathe the blade upon the mess I've made
[01:02.65] I know this place, I've been here before
[01:06.83] The dark clouds follow me
[01:09.97] Don't you know this face, you've seen it before
[01:14.38] Can you hear my cries?
[01:17.55] Am I suffocating?
[01:20.96] Am I hallucinating?
[01:24.86] Dread pulls me to the ocean's floor again
[01:29.65] Will I ever be the same?
[01:42.06] Bonded by suffering
[01:48.32] A dissonant voice calls
[01:51.39] "Relinquish your pain"
[01:53.63] Hurt myself, blood stains the floor
[01:58.45] I'm dying to feel alive
[02:01.34] Am I suffocating?
[02:04.78] Am I hallucinating?
[02:08.53] Dread pulls me to the ocean's floor again
[02:13.82] Will I ever be the same?
[02:45.74] Will these darkened memories last
[02:48.90] Will I ever bury the past
[02:52.88] I want to leave this world behind
[02:56.47] All this time I've been waiting for a sign
[03:14.82] I was the fucking architect of this madness
[03:19.23] That built my sadness
[03:21.52] But I blamed it on the world
[03:25.01] Yeah I blamed it on the world
[03:29.89] Redefine this dark mind
[03:36.81] Redefine this dark mind
[03:44.43] No more suffocating, no more hallucinating
[03:58.67] No more suffocating, no more hallucinating
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