It's Already Better Than Ok

Yes: yes would be the answer -
Hole-heartedly and heart-wrenchingly
And yes would I move through all this wading

And through this loft of emotions
To understand how I feel now -

This process of rationalism and
Intellectualising of thought

And remember she said
Feelings are facts... okay?

And stop writing and
Stop making sense of it all;

You never know anyway and
You never stop using
and that word is...

Picture yourself walking through this alone;
Where it leaves you is an unknown destination -

I never really had a sense of direction anyway
So ammm what am I saying?
I am saying I believe in love and I'm saying

I believe in solitude, I'm saying
I believe in the newness of self,
Of the regeneration of this body and mind -

The regeneration of...

(I believe in pain, also how cathartic
The process is - I believe in sadness
And desolation because

What comes out is the truth)

I've been trying to separate my head
And my heart;

I'm constantly failing
But I'm failing better and what's next
And come on show me, and show me,

Show me: let me show myself it's more like...

With it! - this,
This is the visceral part coming out.