IWBMBO.

Stuck in my room, bumping my songs
I wanna blow my brains out
Why the fuck you asking what's wrong?
You cannot make me okay now

You wanna talk
I wanna load my gun
Take all the pain out

Fuck is the sun?
Not waking up at dawn
Wanna be done now

Shit I'm sorry that I'm not what you want me to be now
Think I'm gonna, wait, I'm really gonna fucking leave now
I open up, it's too much on your plate
Always told me be honest, I guess not today

Lately I just feel like that I'm a target
Wait till I leave, you gone see just how hard it's
Gonna be without me, I'm doing too much
I guess that I will always not be enough

What did I do? Am I wrong?
I fucking suck I know it
Life is a game, I'm gonna lose
I had a chance and blowed it

I cannot change, stuck in my ways
I do not like who I see
Don't wanna glow, I wanna fade
I do not think you like me

Sorry about what I did
Sorry about who I am
Sorry for what I will do
You won't hear from me again

All my pain I fucking hid
Coming from inside of me
Fighting with myself to live
The way I think is right for me

I just hit 100K, I might be a 19D
Sad as fuck like everyday
Cause I don't know who I should be

Broken in like every way, I don't want you to fix me
All I need right now today is just you here beside me

Stuck in my room, bumping my songs
I wanna blow my brains out
Why the fuck you asking what's wrong?
You cannot make me okay now

You wanna talk
I wanna load my gun
Take all the pain out

Fuck is the sun?
Not waking up at dawn
Wanna be done now

Shit I'm sorry that I'm not what you want me to be now
Think I'm gonna, wait, I'm really gonna fucking leave now
I open up, it's too much on your plate
Always told me be honest, I guess not today

Lately I just feel like that I'm a target
Wait till I leave, you gone see just how hard it's
Gonna be without me, I'm doing too much
I guess that I will always not be enough