I Made This Song About Killing Myself

I always do this to me say "I am fine"
You don't wanna hear the truth so I lie
It doesn't matter what I try
I don't wanna be alive but I don't wanna die

I'm gonna runaway, runaway from you
Knowing I can't escape
And maybe I don't want to
Can you just leave me alone
Even now I know I need us
If I've got none or both
It will never be enough

I always do this to me say "I am fine"
You don't wanna hear the truth so I lie
It doesn't matter what I try
I don't wanna be alive but I don't wanna die