long time

It's gonna be a long night
Dancing to songs I don't like
Why's my heart so heavy but my head so light
And I lost my keys but I don't care
My friends are leaving but I'm not there
Found a way out of my head with a girl upstairs
She gives me something to think about

I haven't had a long time
In a long time
Late nights spent inside my head
Thinking words I should've said
I haven't had a long time
In a long time
Feel my heart sink through the floor
I'm floating (fading)
I haven't had-

Late nights turned to new skies again
Feeling lonely, wish I had more friends
I don't think I can keep this up
And I'm done being defensive
I know that I want more than just friendship
Maybe if you stick around I promise I will change

I haven't had a long time
In a long time
I find it hard just to be seen
Letting someone in's not me
I haven't had a long time
In a long time
It's not that I need to be free
Right now a future's hard to see