Self confidence (feat. Anxiety Attacks!)

My self-confidence, sucks
Pepsi shirt from '03
Dirty pills in my jeans
It's such a common thing
Fuck, still locked in like 3 weeks
Eyes still glued to the screen
Why you skinning my teeth?
Wanna sink into my sheets
All black heart on my sleeve

Dont worry about me
We'll talk in three weeks
Through likes on IG
Swipe left on the screen
Fuck it
But I'm an asshole
Yeah, you're right
Promise that all
The buildings will fall
The seasons would change
And so would I

And so will the paint
That runs when it rains
I stare out the window
And ash on the Pane
Stare at wet pavement
Reflecting my face
Reflecting my age
Rеflecting the things
That I buried so long ago
I forgot whеre I hid them
Dirt has a funny way of taking oath
To turn life into crystal

My self-confidence, sucks
Pepsi shirt from '03
Dirty pills in my jeans
It's such a common thing
Fuck, still locked in like 3 weeks
Eyes still glued to the screen
Wanna sink into my sheets

Lipstick stains
Like my aura stay violet (Lipstick stains like my aura stay violet)

Loose lip ships
Like my flag lopsided (Loose lip ships like my flag lopsided)

Chump change kid
But the lint still biting (Chump change kid but the lint still biting)

City slick
Lil bitch misguided (City slick lil bitch misguided)

Lipstick stains
Like my aura stay violet (Lipstick stains like my aura stay violent)

Loose lip ships
Like my flag lopsided (Loose lip ships like my flag lopsided)

Chump change kid
But the lint still biting (Chump change kid but the lint still biting)

City slick
Lil bitch misguided (City slick lil bitch misguided)

Fuck