Easy, Charles II

haven't been feeling like myself lately
im not the person I thought i used to be
these years of depression
have changed me

i stagger slowly through the tar pit lung
always reaching for the lesion at the tip of my tongue
oh im always fucking screaming out the shit between me
but its all too much to bare i steady fumble my feelings

and i cant remember when i didnt feel this way
only overwhelming feelings of uninteresting
oh im tired of fucking thinking things are gonna get better
when all ive ever seen is this rainy weather

and the only fucking time i feel remotely alive
is when im so fucking gone i think ive already died
oh this lonliness is killer and he's taken my life
drop a pill on my body as buried alive
im sorry...

AND THE SLUG CHRIST HE SWELLED

HAVENT BEEN FEELING LIKE MYSELF LATELY
IM NOT THE PERSON I THOUGHT I USED TO BE
THESE YEARS OF DEPRESSION
HAVE CHANGED ME