Paranoia

You buy me roses on the Monday
No one done that before
And I would admit that did looks great
But a little did i know they I don't
You buy a 50 dollars bottle of champion
And said it's just for fun
Even know we got bills to pay
At the end of the month

I know that you have the best intention
But instinctively I put on defenses
I am surround by the paranoia
I would never let myself to get to you know ya
I really want to love you but I can't show ya
I wish I didn't feel this way

I wish that I could start to open up a little
I wish see in about was a bit my civil
And hopefully one day I found in the committal
And won't be in the middle of my paranoia
Paranoia
I wish I didn't feel this way