Self-Improvement

Started working out,
Almost everyday
Cut the drinking down,
Except for Saturdays

Cook and cleaning now
Rice and veggies on my plate
Took the mirrors down
Still don't like seeing my face

But I wanna get better
No more crying myself to sleep
I'm putting in effort
Maybe next year I'll be healthy

I'm trying to get better
No more crying myself to sleep
I'm putting in effort
Maybe next year I'll be happy
Maybe next year I'll be happy

Started reaching out
To all my old friends
Instead of checking out
And drinking at home again

Started to write a song
It's not done but at least I tried
Put the mirrors up
Finally can look myself in the eye

But I wanna get better
No more crying myself to sleep
I'm putting in effort
Maybe next year I'll be healthy

I'm trying to get better
No more crying myself to sleep
I'm putting in effort
Maybe next year I'll be happy
Maybe next year ill be happy

Oh I just wanna be happy
Oh I just wanna be happy
Oh I just wanna be happy
What even is happy?

Oh I just wanna be happy
Will I ever be happy?
Oh I just wanna be happy
I just wanna be happy