Locked In

Breathing hard through a mask of lies
A hollow shell that I despise

Dissolved mask of death
Just a corpse with living eyes
Feel the pain, but why can't I move?
Feel the same, but lack the will to move

When I smell the bitterness, see the dull gleam of light
Feeling like I'm buried alive, at the bottom of a common grave
Thinking I'm now in security, thinking I'm about to die
I'm consoled and appeased, 'cause I would suffer no more

Breathing hard, through, a mask of lies
A hollow shell that I despise
This blinding light I want to go through
Stuck within myself, what can I do?

Pressure is building
There is nothing I can do
Same tropes play again
Can't stand myself, how could you
NOTHING
I CAN DO
CAN'T STAND MYSELF
HOW COULD YOU?