No, I'm Not

I'm not better, than I was before,
I wrote these letters, cause I locked them in a drawer.
And I talk a lot about the past.
Am I saying anything that unusual?

Laura moved to Florida, so she could get away,
But now she calls up. She doesn't know what to say.
So I think a lot about what's next.
Am I saying anything that unusual?
Am I saying anything that unusual?

And I go on tangents, because I have so much to say,
But when I run out, I'm only left to think.
So I lay a lot alone in my bed.
Am I saying anything that unusual?
Am I saying anything that unusual?

No, I'm not