Downer

My therapist tells me I'm a mess (I'm a mess)
She said I wear my self-pity on my chest (On my chest)
Yeah
Change up your style, hold your head up higher
Faking a smile to get yourself by
If you show me yours, then I'll show you mine
Okay, I guess I can try
But I've got no poker face, 'cause I'm stacking chips on my shoulder
Lots of bad shit that I'm trying to get over
Trying to keep my composure, but damn
Bad thoughts taking over my head
But I've gotta stay focused, so I never rest
Tryna stay sober, but I'm fucking stressed
Looking for closure, but what happens next?
'Cause I'm doing my best, but I'm still not impressed

She said damn, you bum me out
But I don't doubt it, I said
Okay, I'm a downer
Chronic self doubter
They don't understand, no
They don't understand
They say turn it all around
Don't you know you've got the power?
Beat me to the ground, make me smell the fucking flowers
Okay, I'm a downer
(Okay I'm a...)

Life is complicated, I'm always intoxicated
I've been at rock bottom lately
You know I don't wanna waste my time
Waste my life, feeling sorry for myself
It gets so dark inside my shell
But I can't trust nobody else, so I'll stay
People say I complain too much
But I think they pretend it's okay too much, yeah
Someone better wake you up, someone better wake you up
Okay
Take this empty glass, 'cause life's what you make it
Dig through the trash for some Mike's Lemonade
Just give me a break, you must think that I'm stupid
It's too late for me, take a seat and I'll prove it

I'm a downer
Chronic self doubter
They don't understand, no
They don't understand
They say turn it all around
Don't you know you've got the power?
Beat me to the ground, make me smell the fucking flowers
Okay, I'm a downer

It's all in my head (it's all in my head)
This is all in my head (this is all in my head)

Okay, I'm a downer
Chronic self doubter
They don't understand, no
They don't understand
They say turn it all around
Don't you know you've got the power?
Beat me to the ground, make me smell the fucking flowers
Okay, I'm a downer
(Okay, I'm a...)

It's all in my head (it's all in my head)
This is all in my head