Antis

[00:09.05] Someone says a joke and it's funny so I laugh
[00:12.64] But I didn't feel it
[00:14.14] My ex hit me up so I cried but I didn't mean it
[00:18.19] And I think that I kinda like this not really feeling
[00:22.24] Antis got me some type of way
[00:25.71] I'm floating up in space
[00:29.77] Nobody's real this way
[00:33.62] I might be not okay
[00:37.52] But it doesn't feel that way when I medicate
[00:41.14] Now, it's been a while since I tried
[00:43.56] To let out all the pain through bleeding
[00:46.07] Think this is a first, a full night of me truly sleeping
[00:50.19] Yeah, I miss the highs, but I'm scared to feel all my feelings
[00:54.18] Antis got to go some day
[00:57.42] I'm floating up in space
[01:01.62] Nobody's real this way
[01:05.58] I might be not okay
[01:09.59] But it doesn't feel that way when I medicate
[01:13.50] I'm hoping with therapy
[01:17.50] My mind will stop hating me
[01:21.57] I might be fine one day
[01:25.53] But it doesn't feel that way when I medicate
[01:28.86] It doesn't feel that way
[01:32.92] It doesn't feel that way
[01:36.05] It doesn't feel that way
[01:40.95] It doesn't feel that way
[01:45.68] I'm floating up in space
[01:49.67] Nobody's real this way
[01:53.66] I might be not okay
[01:57.67] But it doesn't feel that way when I medicate
[02:01.66] I'm hopin' with therapy
[02:05.52] My mind will stop hating me
[02:09.61] I might be fine one day
[02:13.65] But it doesn't feel that way when I medicate
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