I Can't Figure It Out

[00:08.33] Do you remember scraping resin with me just to cop a buzz?
[00:13.35] All the clocks we killed together, still we couldn't get enough
[00:17.80] Not feening of each other, we just rode out all the love
[00:22.62] I'm fucked up on codependence, no pills make me feel as numb
[00:27.12] So, I think about the days you lied about since we were young
[00:31.95] And I know you'll find a purpose with you when you're gone
[00:36.42] I am hoping for some reason to be happy and go on
[00:40.96] Still bending towards the light with concentrations in my palm
[00:45.70] Hands shaking, still sweaty, lying nauseous on your lawn
[00:50.39] Hands shaking, still sweaty, lying nauseous on your lawn
[00:54.95] I am hoping for some reason to be happy and go on
[00:59.48] Still bending towards the light with concentrations in my palm
[01:04.19] Hands shaking, still sweaty, lying nauseous on your lawn
[01:08.65] Hands shaking, still sweaty, lying nauseous on your lawn
[01:15.54] Lying nauseous on your lawn
[01:20.64] Actions of my own
[01:23.84] How I'm supposed to specify when everything's wrong?
[01:28.64] You're not here to hold my hand, I feel like everyone's gone
[01:32.98] I don't care about myself, I've been like this for so long
[01:37.34] But you don't even fucking care, even pick up the phone
[01:42.01] How I'm supposed to specify when everything's wrong?
[01:46.77] How I'm supposed to wanna live when everything's gone?
[01:51.42] How I'm supposed to specify when everything's wrong?
[01:55.92] How I'm supposed to give a shit when everyone's gone?
[02:01.44] I know (I know)
[02:03.26] I'm nothing (I'm nothing)
[02:06.07] I know (I know)
[02:07.99] I'm nothing (I'm nothing)
[02:10.78] I'll show (I'll show)
[02:12.83] Something (something)
[02:14.12] Feelings that I hid from everyone, you better step on them quickly
[02:25.58] I thought you loved me, so shit
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