Ares

Why
Am I destined to repeat
The mistakes of the past
Nothing has been learned
History repeats over and over

See
The repetition of lies
Life circles around again
And mistakes are never learned
Cycles always repeat

Over and over the cycle repeats
The inkling, that itching that nothing is real
Passionless, ashes that melt in our hands
And the feelings are bottled up like a spring in your hand
Torment and ridicule for the state of our mind
The agony that plays out in what looks like your style
Laying your life out for others to pick through
Like vultures around carrion picking on your soul

The warmth, the light, the joy of the embrace
In the glow, the aura, the halo of your grace
All the ways that you make me feel
The addiction to your smile, the drug of my need

Over and over, intensity sings
Bursting with the emotion that lusting for you brings
Feeling and believing the emotions are real
Knowing that I can make you feel complete within

Dawning reality that you will not be mine
Hatred and fury are building up inside
Emotions boiling over the violence reigns
And you will not know my pain until it wins