Binge

[00:04.75] It's 5 am
[00:06.81] Laying wired on the cold hard floor
[00:09.97] My mind is racing
[00:11.12] I'll be pacing through these halls
[00:13.29] Like a prison cell
[00:14.23] My brain is maimed
[00:16.02] Nothing has changed
[00:17.27] I'm stuck in my old ways
[00:19.49] As I fight to live through
[00:21.90] This darkened daze
[00:26.31] Methodical dissection
[00:28.32] Looking at me
[00:29.12] In my reflection
[00:30.40] Is a corpse
[00:32.29] In remission
[00:34.62]
[00:37.86] Old body
[00:38.86] Same pain
[00:40.05] Once the smoke had cleared
[00:41.11] It revealed the masquerade
[00:42.97] Can't feel my face
[00:44.71] I feel sick and deranged
[00:47.02] Another night of self loathing
[00:50.04] The bitter drip
[00:51.74] Down my throat
[00:53.11] Asphyxiate
[00:54.35] Watch me fucking choke
[00:55.98] Emotionless like a machine
[00:58.73] Let my consciousness fade
[01:01.06] So I can forget that I
[01:03.35] Am fucking living
[01:05.79] Sold serotonin took my soul away from me
[01:10.52] Been making myself bleed
[01:13.06] No sympathy
[01:15.37] I've swallowed happy just to find
[01:17.86] Cold misery
[01:19.86] An able body enslaved
[01:22.40] Void of empathy
[01:24.37] I let my world dissolve
[01:26.93] Like the substance I've consumed it
[01:31.20] Took me away from you
[01:33.87] Carried your demons on my back
[01:37.45] Am I afraid of what I'll never have?
[01:45.62] Emotionless like a machine
[01:47.90] Let my consciousness drain
[01:50.25] So I can forget that I
[01:52.61] Am fucking living
[01:54.97] Sold serotonin took my soul away from me
[01:59.71] Been making myself bleed
[02:02.26] No sympathy
[02:04.08] I've swallowed happy just to find
[02:06.99] Cold misery
[02:09.37] An able body enslaved
[02:11.61] Void of empathy
[02:15.17]
[02:22.53] We binge and abuse
[02:24.42] Like it's nothing new
[02:26.81] Watch me force it down my throat
[02:29.08] Split my head in two
[02:32.10] Watch me force it down my throat
[02:34.45] Split my fucking head in two
[02:38.34]
[02:44.75] Branded by my demons
[02:49.15] With the image of death
[02:52.55] To remind me that there's nothing left
[02:56.08] Bathe me in the dirt
[02:57.32] From my coffins cracks
[02:59.62] To remind me there's no turning back
[03:02.23] There's nothing left
[03:05.28] Bathe me in the dirt
[03:06.63] From my coffins cracks
[03:09.00] To remind me there's no turning back
[03:11.62] There's nothing left
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