Death Grip

I'm compelled by their need to survive.
To give life
I grind till I die
Poisoned by the life that leads me to be
Eaten inside
I die alone to feed it

Parasitic fungus
Infected
Endless sifting
Through existence

Pathogenic
Propagation
Killed by
My infatuation

Follow the path
Complete my task
Never given
Never asked
Provide for the colony to give back
Alone amongst the others on the same track

Sinister motive of the mother's cycle
A sacrifice made of a humble disciple
I'm consumed by the dip in the harvested rip
Held in the clutch of a death grip

Ripped apart
Dead without ever living
Work until I die
Killed by only ever giving

Anonimity
To affinity
With a lost cause
When the need turns into deed
Seeds sicken the feed
The bleed, we breed, repeat
I become alive
When life is only to die
Who the fuck am I?
There must be something more to life?

I cannot quit
So you can exist
I cannot give
I must not resist

I must provide for my worth to reveal
I must give my life for my life to be real

Follow the path
Complete my task
Never given
Never asked
Provide for the colony to give back
Alone amongst the others on the same track

Sinister motive of the mother's cycle
A sacrifice made of a humble disciple
I'm consumed by the dip in the harvested rip
Held in the clutch of a death grip

Ripped apart
Dead without living
Work until I die
Killed by only ever giving

Now I'm held
In death's grip
Caught in the void
An endless loop I cannot resist

Work myself into an endless grave
The stained pains on my calloused palms
Betray all my rage
They say my day has renewed though my life has expired
Explaining why
Every waking moment has me so fucking tired

Sinister motive of the mother's cycle
A sacrifice made of a humble disciple
I'm consumed by the dip in the harvested rip
Held in the clutch of a death grip
Death grip
Ripped apart
Dead without living
Work until I die
Killed by only ever giving