Stan 2

[00:00.33] My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why
[00:03.93] I got out my bed at all
[00:06.54] The morning rain clouds up my window
[00:09.91] And I can't see at all
[00:12.28] And even if I could it would all be gray
[00:15.88] But your picture on my wall
[00:18.42] It reminds me
[00:20.53] That it's not so bad
[00:22.12] It's not so bad
[00:23.92] What up, Slim!
[00:24.99] Yo, this is Stan
[00:25.92] Your biggest fan
[00:27.03] I'm all grown up now!
[00:28.07] See I survived this wicked crash
[00:29.65] Where I tied up my bitch in back
[00:30.93] And she was pregnant
[00:32.22] You shoulda seen our faces!
[00:33.28] I was just about to be a dad!
[00:34.59] You seen the ending
[00:35.80] So I gotta die to get your attention?
[00:37.64] I tried that, I need my life back, Slim
[00:39.47] Maybe some bibles and interventions
[00:41.26] Life isn't easy
[00:42.40] Fuck, it feels it's like it's been never ending
[00:44.32] I can't even kill myself and I've tried because it's depressing!
[00:47.28] Look!
[00:47.78] They tell me I shouldn't blame you for my actions
[00:49.87] But I'm supposed praise you now that I'm a rapper, or hate you
[00:52.44] I think that shit's backwards
[00:53.73] These days I write hate mail to myself
[00:55.54] It sells cuz most people are negative
[00:57.37] And rather hang instead of saving themselves
[00:59.66] How in the hell can I do the world good
[01:01.50] When you been raised with music begging you
[01:03.09] To get naked and watch the world burn?
[01:05.33] Feel like my heroes told me to go crazy
[01:07.47] Smoke drugs and have babies
[01:08.71] In a world raised to hate me
[01:10.08] No wonder I'm so shady
[01:11.58] My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why
[01:14.91] I got out my bed at all
[01:17.58] The morning rain clouds up my window
[01:21.41] And I can't see at all
[01:23.46] And even if I could it would all be gray
[01:27.34] But your picture on my wall
[01:29.75] It reminds me
[01:31.77] That it's not so bad
[01:33.38] It's not so bad
[01:35.45] Dear Slim
[01:36.48] I just wanted to make songs and be like you
[01:38.58] And help some kids who ain't have anyone, like me and you
[01:40.88] I ain't gay
[01:41.33] They call me the red Eminem
[01:42.63] Are you threatened by me?
[01:43.78] Is it cuz I'm everything you claim to be
[01:45.56] And when I threaten violence
[01:46.53] Someone gets hurt?
[01:47.38] I think you hate yourself
[01:48.83] I wanna work together
[01:49.76] You made that be together shit up
[01:51.20] I think you're gay yourself
[01:52.58] Asshole
[01:53.34] I got a gay uncle and he's always cool
[01:55.46] But dudes like you got dudes like me calling them fag at school
[01:58.27] And dudes like you got dudes like me thinking that drugs are cool
[02:01.11] Like smacking women and calling them bitches!
[02:02.99] So fuck you too!!
[02:04.43] Eminem, what the fuck you do?!
[02:06.02] I take it personal
[02:07.38] How you blame your fans for doing all this
[02:08.63] Crazy shit that we learned from you!?
[02:10.44] How much sense it make to you?
[02:11.74] You stand down when they call you a guest!
[02:13.53] Like you ain't raised the roof!
[02:14.89] Now racism is makin waves again
[02:16.69] And it's all thanks to you!
[02:17.99] I don't mean it like that, Slim
[02:19.26] But these bars are bombs on airplanes to you
[02:21.06] Not baby food
[02:22.84] In the streets we don't see color
[02:24.44] We all brothers and foes
[02:25.65] I don't identify you by your skin
[02:27.23] But the color of clothes
[02:28.57] I ain't a gangsta
[02:29.59] But I be thuggin for dough
[02:30.60] Those ain't haters
[02:31.45] They'll cut up your throat
[02:32.20] Crooked cops leave you buttfucked in a hole
[02:34.58] This is the Wild West
[02:35.26] Drugs, hookers, and hired hits
[02:36.88] But if a man buy a dress
[02:38.18] They'll hang his ass on a barbed wire fence
[02:39.94] Let's start over
[02:40.71] I'll open up your shows
[02:41.73] And keep it art focused while the heart opens up
[02:43.50] And it's our moment until the whole bar closes
[02:46.62] My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why
[02:49.73] I got out of bed at all
[02:52.34] The morning rain clouds up my window
[02:55.94] And I can't see at all
[02:58.32] And even if I could it would all be gray
[03:01.96] But your picture on my wall
[03:04.58] It reminds me
[03:06.37] That it's not so bad
[03:08.19] It's not so bad
[03:10.18] Dear Marshall
[03:10.95] I have a name
[03:11.78] My name is Derrek
[03:13.04] They call me Statik G
[03:14.03] Here's my mixtape you should hear it
[03:15.93] I said I'd never write another letter to you
[03:17.98] And I didn't
[03:18.77] So I wrote this rap song to respond to what I felt was dissing
[03:21.54] If you're the Rap God
[03:22.66] I'm Rap Gesus
[03:23.65] That's easy
[03:24.75] People hate me cuz I'm like the white version of black people
[03:27.51] There's so many Stan's high on crack pipes
[03:29.37] Tryna pass needles
[03:30.42] While they lady sells their ass for Instagram likes
[03:32.57] Now that's evil!
[03:33.53] Slim you know me!
[03:34.88] I toured with KXNG crooked, Swifty, and Obie
[03:36.61] Made a song with Bizarre, hoping you might see me choking
[03:39.44] Hoping you'd see us shaking
[03:40.72] Thinking maybe you'd come and save me
[03:42.61] But lately everyone's crazy
[03:43.86] Brain dead!
[03:44.46] I fuckin hate it!
[03:45.45] Look what you made me
[03:46.52] I feel like a Frankenstein
[03:47.88] How can I have my own thoughts?!
[03:49.33] I don't even know if my brain is mine
[03:50.99] But I'm alive now Slim
[03:52.23] You can't call me a Stan that shit's offensive
[03:54.22] I switched dimensions, killed myself and every instrumental
[03:57.17] I heard your diss to MGK
[03:59.10] God done dissed the devil
[04:00.50] Yet when you sneak diss me is the only time I get a mention
[04:03.41] What's up that shit?
[04:04.43] It's disrespectful
[04:05.72] I make my pen do backflips and dance and twist
[04:07.80] Like it's a wizards pencil
[04:09.49] Next time you play in Denver
[04:10.46] Call me
[04:11.27] We can pay respect
[04:12.04] To fans, OGs and rising artists
[04:13.52] Uplift the people, they'll remember
[04:15.37] I know I got a temper
[04:16.61] But I wont be this way forever
[04:18.22] I'm healing tryna help the world
[04:19.75] And maybe make it better
[04:21.04] What if we inspired good, and lent a hand or two
[04:23.62] Imagine what a Stan could do
[04:24.75] Slim
[04:25.58] You know what you have to do
[04:26.83] Let me sacrifice myself if that's what it takes
[04:29.46] I'm on the edge, like back in the day
[04:31.26] Sometimes I feel like I'm a Stan with no brakes
[04:33.60] I'm tryna save rap, since the mumble started
[04:35.32] That's true
[04:36.37] Since back when Juggalos hated
[04:37.68] I'd come to parties and blast you
[04:39.25] They say the streets don't bump Em
[04:40.86] Cuz they ain't hearing us, that's proof
[04:42.30] You my hero Slim but what if you're a Stan too
[04:45.57] Damn
[04:47.04] I'm just playin Eminem
[04:48.31] You know I love you
[04:49.48] Haha
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