Illusion

The sun rises to another day
My constitution keeps changing
'Til it slips away
So I lie awake and stare
My mind thinking just wondering
Is anybody there?
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Should I stay or go
Should I sleep or stay awake
Am I really happy or is it all
Just an illusion
Sitting in my room now
Hiding thoughts
Just hoping one day I'll get out
I hear a voice call my name
Breaking trance so silent
So I can stay the same
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Wait now, many things left unsaid
This life remains the same
But I change
I try to force myself in believing
Things are going to get better
But life goes on
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