Soul Sick
๐ต 1507 characters
โฑ๏ธ 4:01 duration
๐ ID: 11465041
๐ Lyrics
I am numb
I am soul sick
Feels like I'm stuck in my head
It's like I'm fucking possessed
Exile or resurrect this desolate carcass
Was I designed for demise?
An addict to my own torment
Feed on the disconnect
Desensitized by substance
A faded sense of moral compass
So cut me open
Because I've already lost
Everything
It's either poison or pleasure
You salt an open wound
Or fuck away the pain
I still question myself
Fearing what I'd lose
Through and through, tie the fucking noose
Abuse me
You fucking used me
You call this love?
Call it a paradox
Abuse me
Behind cold eyes my mind decays
I let you down like no other
Enticed by death as it pulls me closer
I think I'm ready for the underground
Still in spite of everything
I put myself through
My coping mechanisms have got the best of the person
I tried to lose
I suffocate in my own skin
Never knowing who I really am
I still question myself fearing what I'd lose
If I had tied the noose
I still suffer
Was I designed for demise?
An addict to my own torment
Feed on the disconnect
I tried soothing sorrow with venom
From the fangs of obsession
A cold soul soaked in gasoline
I am numb
I am soul sick
Why am I cursed by chemical error?
Watch me bleed
Watch me suffer
Burn it
I pled my case, I bit my tongue
It was never enough
I let the blood run
My body gave in to the suffer club
Sick of unfamiliar faces
How the fuck can I take this?
Like splintered wood
Underneath the nail
Skin ticket tourniquet
Put my motherfucking body in a casket
I am soul sick
Feels like I'm stuck in my head
It's like I'm fucking possessed
Exile or resurrect this desolate carcass
Was I designed for demise?
An addict to my own torment
Feed on the disconnect
Desensitized by substance
A faded sense of moral compass
So cut me open
Because I've already lost
Everything
It's either poison or pleasure
You salt an open wound
Or fuck away the pain
I still question myself
Fearing what I'd lose
Through and through, tie the fucking noose
Abuse me
You fucking used me
You call this love?
Call it a paradox
Abuse me
Behind cold eyes my mind decays
I let you down like no other
Enticed by death as it pulls me closer
I think I'm ready for the underground
Still in spite of everything
I put myself through
My coping mechanisms have got the best of the person
I tried to lose
I suffocate in my own skin
Never knowing who I really am
I still question myself fearing what I'd lose
If I had tied the noose
I still suffer
Was I designed for demise?
An addict to my own torment
Feed on the disconnect
I tried soothing sorrow with venom
From the fangs of obsession
A cold soul soaked in gasoline
I am numb
I am soul sick
Why am I cursed by chemical error?
Watch me bleed
Watch me suffer
Burn it
I pled my case, I bit my tongue
It was never enough
I let the blood run
My body gave in to the suffer club
Sick of unfamiliar faces
How the fuck can I take this?
Like splintered wood
Underneath the nail
Skin ticket tourniquet
Put my motherfucking body in a casket
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:31.51] I am numb
[00:33.36] I am soul sick
[00:36.15] Feels like I'm stuck in my head
[00:38.26] It's like I'm fucking possessed
[00:40.32] Exile or resurrect this desolate carcass
[00:44.15] Was I designed for demise?
[00:46.23] An addict to my own torment
[00:48.92] Feed on the disconnect
[00:52.54] Desensitized by substance
[00:56.40] A faded sense of moral compass
[01:01.10] So cut me open
[01:03.81] Because I've already lost
[01:06.93] Everything
[01:09.24] It's either poison or pleasure
[01:12.19] You salt an open wound
[01:14.28] Or fuck away the pain
[01:15.67] I still question myself
[01:18.45] Fearing what I'd lose
[01:20.40] Through and through, tie the fucking noose
[01:25.23] Abuse me
[01:26.14] You fucking used me
[01:28.16] You call this love?
[01:30.29] Call it a paradox
[01:32.48] Abuse me
[01:36.20] Behind cold eyes my mind decays
[01:40.49] I let you down like no other
[01:44.46] Enticed by death as it pulls me closer
[01:49.24] I think I'm ready for the underground
[01:55.89] Still in spite of everything
[01:59.39] I put myself through
[02:01.63] My coping mechanisms have got the best of the person
[02:09.41] I tried to lose
[02:12.26] I suffocate in my own skin
[02:15.50] Never knowing who I really am
[02:20.37] I still question myself fearing what I'd lose
[02:25.30] If I had tied the noose
[02:29.74] I still suffer
[02:33.69]
[02:38.20] Was I designed for demise?
[02:40.21] An addict to my own torment
[02:42.99] Feed on the disconnect
[02:48.05]
[02:53.71] I tried soothing sorrow with venom
[02:56.42] From the fangs of obsession
[02:58.20] A cold soul soaked in gasoline
[03:02.43] I am numb
[03:05.05] I am soul sick
[03:07.47]
[03:14.40] Why am I cursed by chemical error?
[03:17.42] Watch me bleed
[03:18.92] Watch me suffer
[03:22.15] Burn it
[03:22.32] I pled my case, I bit my tongue
[03:24.66] It was never enough
[03:26.00] I let the blood run
[03:28.19] My body gave in to the suffer club
[03:30.65] Sick of unfamiliar faces
[03:32.78] How the fuck can I take this?
[03:33.89] Like splintered wood
[03:35.25] Underneath the nail
[03:36.14] Skin ticket tourniquet
[03:37.24] Put my motherfucking body in a casket
[03:39.04]
[00:33.36] I am soul sick
[00:36.15] Feels like I'm stuck in my head
[00:38.26] It's like I'm fucking possessed
[00:40.32] Exile or resurrect this desolate carcass
[00:44.15] Was I designed for demise?
[00:46.23] An addict to my own torment
[00:48.92] Feed on the disconnect
[00:52.54] Desensitized by substance
[00:56.40] A faded sense of moral compass
[01:01.10] So cut me open
[01:03.81] Because I've already lost
[01:06.93] Everything
[01:09.24] It's either poison or pleasure
[01:12.19] You salt an open wound
[01:14.28] Or fuck away the pain
[01:15.67] I still question myself
[01:18.45] Fearing what I'd lose
[01:20.40] Through and through, tie the fucking noose
[01:25.23] Abuse me
[01:26.14] You fucking used me
[01:28.16] You call this love?
[01:30.29] Call it a paradox
[01:32.48] Abuse me
[01:36.20] Behind cold eyes my mind decays
[01:40.49] I let you down like no other
[01:44.46] Enticed by death as it pulls me closer
[01:49.24] I think I'm ready for the underground
[01:55.89] Still in spite of everything
[01:59.39] I put myself through
[02:01.63] My coping mechanisms have got the best of the person
[02:09.41] I tried to lose
[02:12.26] I suffocate in my own skin
[02:15.50] Never knowing who I really am
[02:20.37] I still question myself fearing what I'd lose
[02:25.30] If I had tied the noose
[02:29.74] I still suffer
[02:33.69]
[02:38.20] Was I designed for demise?
[02:40.21] An addict to my own torment
[02:42.99] Feed on the disconnect
[02:48.05]
[02:53.71] I tried soothing sorrow with venom
[02:56.42] From the fangs of obsession
[02:58.20] A cold soul soaked in gasoline
[03:02.43] I am numb
[03:05.05] I am soul sick
[03:07.47]
[03:14.40] Why am I cursed by chemical error?
[03:17.42] Watch me bleed
[03:18.92] Watch me suffer
[03:22.15] Burn it
[03:22.32] I pled my case, I bit my tongue
[03:24.66] It was never enough
[03:26.00] I let the blood run
[03:28.19] My body gave in to the suffer club
[03:30.65] Sick of unfamiliar faces
[03:32.78] How the fuck can I take this?
[03:33.89] Like splintered wood
[03:35.25] Underneath the nail
[03:36.14] Skin ticket tourniquet
[03:37.24] Put my motherfucking body in a casket
[03:39.04]