Cool Fool

I figured out how everything works
Through awkward stares and sideway looks
Didn't need your self help books
To know that I'm on my own
I find my way back to my bed
Under the weight of what you said
Ricochet in my head
I'll fall asleep with no resolve

All the times i laughed
I miss them all so bad
Of all the words i learned
I don't like a single one

Should i try anyway
To put on display
All the handicrafts
Waiting in my drafts

Walking to my bed
Koolaid on my breath
I'm lying to myself
I'm lying to myself

Empty promises of happily ever afters
Only prove to be catastrophically disastrous
What happens after the crescendo
Is only hinted through innuendos

Empty promises of happily ever afters
Only prove to be catastrophically disastrous
What happens after the crescendo
Is only hinted through innuendos

Take me to a better place
I can't even recognize my own fucking face
Save yourself that's all it takes
You only amount to your mistakes