the things i loved are dead!

I hope love won't die
Cause i need someone who won't ever
Hate cause i'm not the same
"tolerance" is not "acceptance"
Cause you'll only end up blamed
Live this life, begging like choosers
Tell me what you're fighting for
Like it or not, millions of people will
Never know what it's like to live a war

Waiting for the day i lose it all
And, by this dread, it's coming soon
Is there any need to fear the inevitable?
I already know that i am doomed
No such thing as fairer chances, quench that naivete
Chin up, now! the odds against you...
You better take your aim!

"of course you are to blame"
It feels easy to say
For causing all my pain, never taking it away
Cause you're unwilling to say that
The reason you won't stay is
You're unwilling to play with any more strays

Hey hey! get a load of the phonies all around!
Watch them drown in the sound of never ending rounds
Always a trick, so don't be fooled by their bit!
Cause they'll never admit that love ain't worth your shit!
Say, hey... would you slice off the excess of my brain?
Take my love and my pain and rip apart my veins!
Ah! let's run away and hide
From a world that only knows
DA DIE DA DIE DIE!

The devil wore white so i copied it's form
I stained it with red so i could be reborn
I'd give you my heart so you'd never be bored
Yet all that you choose is to meet me with scorn
The whites of your eyes taught me how to ignore
The lying, the pleading, that yearning for more
I need suffocation, trapped under your floors
I'll always be with you, be needed, adored

"of course you are to blame"
It feels easy to say
For causing all my pain, never taking it away
Cause you're unwilling to say that
The reason you won't stay is
You're unwilling to play with any more strays

"of course, i am useless" comes off as uncouth
Who knows if i'll be missed for wasting this youth
I cannot change a mind and i cannot change the truth
So just look me in the eyes and tell me what to do

Hey hey! get a load of the phonies all around!
Watch them drown in the sound of never ending rounds
Always a trick, so don't be fooled by their bit!
Cause they'll never admit that love ain't worth your shit!
Say, hey... would you slice off the excess of my brain?
Take my love and my pain and rip apart my veins!
Ah! let's run away and hide
From a world that only knows
DA DIE DA DIE DIE!

Please teach me how to act
What to think and what to feel
Cause i cannot be trusted
I don't even know what's real
I'm a liar, i'm a loser, i'm a desperate piece of shit
And it's funny how, when you say it?
I think i like the sound of it
I'm happy cause i'm sad
And i'll stay cause i can't go
Nobody looks me in my eyes, i wonder if they all know
Am i greedy? am i stupid? please, someone tell me why
Why can't i live?
And why can't i die?

Hey hey! get a load of the phonies all around!
Watch them drown in the sound of never ending rounds
Always a trick, so don't be fooled by their bit!
Cause they'll never admit that love ain't worth your shit!
Say, hey... would you slice off the excess of my brain?
Take my love and my pain and rip apart my veins!
Haaah???
Let's run away and hide from a world that only knows
DA DIE DA DIE DIE!
Say hey?
Let's run away and hide from a world that only knows
LA LIE LA LIE LIE!

The things i loved are dead!
And if they're not, they're all sickening
I have to play pretend
Because you can't reverse this kind of thing
And if i'm to be honest,
I just miss the way things used to be
I'll never love myself
Because of all the things you did to me.