Bed Springs

I have found my eyes in the ceiling again
With only all that I've already said left to say
Aware only of the weight of this silence
I thought I was trying
Please say you saw me try
Not just a static crackle
When my mouth bleeds
I want to feel the pressure of my bed springs
I want the things I used to run from to catch me
Tighten up my limbs until my blood screams
Like yesterday in the boughs
The sun bathing in the leaves
Your feet trailing when we had to leave