Something to Lose

I used to be so carefree
Running around with my heart held out
But now I worry, now I fret
Now I've got something to lose

I used to go out reckless
Throwing myself at the next good time
But now i'm patient, now I wait
Now I've got something to lose

Lovers, some are overspent
Some have just begun
I could never be careful enough
All my binds have come undone

I used to get so angry
Wishing the world would just pass me by
But now I'm grateful, now I'm scared
Now I've got something to lose

I used to be so weightless
Balanced at the top of a long freefall
But it's so heavy, now you're real
Now I've got something to lose

Lovers, some are overspent
Some have just begun
I could never be careful enough
All my binds have come undone