A Relation To Absence

It's not that I don't care
I simply don't know
It's not that I'm not there
I feel safe on my own

Nowhere, nowhere...

It's not that I don't see,
I just choose to be blind
For me that's always been
No one by my side

It's not that I don't feel
But why get involved?
There's too much that is real
Will you ever be told?
Will you ever be told?