Empty

[00:07.72] I can't handle these pressures
[00:09.98] All I can say is, this stress hurts
[00:12.15] Things are supposed to get better
[00:13.92] I just need to put myself first
[00:16.01] I'm always trying my hardest
[00:18.02] Not to pick myself apart, this
[00:20.30] Energy's killing my vibes now
[00:22.17] Sometimes I just wanna drown out
[00:24.35] All of the thoughts in my mind, too much
[00:26.64] Going on at the same time, I
[00:28.11] Wish it would stop and I've tried, but
[00:30.25] Life just sucks, then we all die
[00:33.11] That's just reality, yeah, don't lie to me
[00:37.78] Yeah, I'm fucked up, but I don't wanna be
[00:40.16] I wonder if I'm good enough
[00:42.08] Or maybe I've just had too much
[00:44.04] To drink, to smoke, to swallow
[00:46.68] I'm drowning up my sorrow
[00:48.12] There's rules I'll never follow
[00:50.15] Pretend there's no tomorrow
[00:54.06] I wish there was no tomorrow
[00:56.11] But I'm empty inside, yeah, I'm empty inside
[01:00.05] And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die
[01:04.26] Yeah, I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
[01:08.13] And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die
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[01:20.68] Wish I could erase my memories
[01:22.54] So I could stop feeling so empty
[01:24.49] I wish that shit wasn't so tempting
[01:26.52] But it's hard to resist when there's plenty
[01:28.54] Of things, I could do to fuck me up
[01:30.58] I wanna let go, but I'm feeling so stuck
[01:32.75] So all I can do is fill up my cup
[01:34.73] And sit here alone hoping no one disrupts
[01:37.53] That's just reality, yeah, don't lie to me
[01:42.08] Yeah, I'm fucked up, but I don't wanna be
[01:44.65] I wonder if I'm good enough
[01:46.65] Or maybe I've had just too much
[01:48.57] To drink, to smoke, to swallow
[01:50.92] I'm drowning up my sorrow
[01:52.71] There's rules I'll never follow
[01:54.71] Pretend there's no tomorrow
[01:58.24] I wish there was no tomorrow
[02:00.76] But I'm empty inside, yeah, I'm empty inside
[02:04.52] And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die
[02:08.82] Yeah, I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
[02:13.03] And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die
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[02:25.71] My body's shaking
[02:27.87] My head is aching
[02:29.82] It feels like my heart is breaking
[02:33.93] My body's shaking
[02:36.13] My head is aching
[02:38.08] I can't fix this mess I'm making
[02:44.35] But I'm empty inside, yeah, I'm empty inside
[02:48.49] And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die
[02:52.34] Yeah, I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
[02:56.59] And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die
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