Fifteen

You're only fifteen, what was I thinking?
Lying in your bed going 'this isn't happening'.
On your side you are just too damn attractive.
In your eyes I watch you see inside my head.
But this isn't right, I don't want to have to stay the night.
Six hours of my life just wanting you.
You're only fifteen, why did you have to start drinking.
Why didn't I see?
When you started sinking.
I apologise for not warning you about those men.
I've told you twice, I don't want to have to tell you again.
But this isn't right, I don't want to have to stay the night.
Six hours of my life, just wanting you.
I'm only twenty two I still don't know what it is that I'm supposed to do.
My only mercy is that you never knew.