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[00:15.93] In the rain i saw them pouring up another drink
[00:20.37] Pick that shot up and i put it to my fucking face
[00:24.06] I can't feel a thing i hear it gets better with age
[00:27.99] But i'm always getting older with my fucking need
[00:31.93] Now i'm about to crash out on my fucking bed
[00:35.98] Feel the pulsing in my brain
[00:38.79] In my fucking head
[00:40.66] Wish that you just kill me now
[00:42.93] So i'm fucking dead
[00:44.43] I don't wanna think about all the things i fucking said
[00:48.34] fuck this shit
[00:49.17] fuck my bed
[00:50.16] fucking wanna die
[00:52.19] fuck a loan
[00:53.18] fuck my bread
[00:54.13] fucking wanna cry
[00:56.16] fuck the world
[00:57.00] fuck around till i'm on the line
[01:00.07] fucking lose all the shit in my fucking life
[01:03.99] Bitch by now think you know i don't give a fuck
[01:08.81] I've been drowning in booze trying to push my luck
[01:11.88] Feeling me THC now i'm fucking stuck
[01:15.81] Who am i?
[01:16.86] Who are you?
[01:17.94] Give a fucking fuck?
[01:19.86] Yeaah, yeah, yeah
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[01:34.07] Now i've just being waiting outside in the rain now i'm fucking stuck
[01:38.58] Reeling alive in the cold with no fucking coat
[01:41.64] Know i've been dead
[01:43.37] I've been numb, and i'm puffing smoke
[01:45.78] Now i've been lost and i can't even fucking toke
[01:49.68] Sinking in my bed i'm in my room
[01:51.93] This must be how i die
[01:53.53] Choking on too much
[01:55.09] It hit my throat, and then i say "i'm fine"
[01:57.57] Living day to day
[01:59.03] I'll fade away
[02:00.18] I'll live my fucking mic
[02:01.63] Nightmares in my brain
[02:03.07] They're telling me that i should end my life
[02:05.80] Feel the prison wrap around
[02:07.77] It's like i'm in detention
[02:09.73] Said that i just need some help
[02:11.76] I'm not up in your mentions
[02:13.67] Feeling lonely deep inside
[02:15.62] I'm looking for attention
[02:17.69] Then i keep my mouth shut
[02:18.84] 'cause i'm always filled with apprehension
[02:21.53] But you know i'm around when you need me there
[02:25.67] Till i drown
[02:26.73] Then i'm gone it ain't fucking fair
[02:29.43] Why'd you leave?
[02:30.54] Why'd you go?
[02:31.44] But you never cared (never cared)
[02:33.70] Told you once
[02:34.59] Told you twice
[02:35.70] But you unaware
[02:37.46] But it's cool
[02:38.46] Yeah, it's fine
[02:39.44] Here's another day
[02:41.45] I'll get through
[02:42.35] I'm a wreck, but it's all okay
[02:45.52] I'm a pro
[02:46.57] Fake a smile while i go my way
[02:49.48] fuck you know about me
[02:51.20] Nothing much these days
[02:53.14] (fuck you know about me
[02:53.70] Nothing much these days)
[02:54.97] Oh, ou, oh, ou, ooh, oooh
[02:57.07] I need
[03:00.27] Yeah
[03:08.47] Who gon' hold me down now?
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