Ordained

I bask in the presence of myself
Intermingled with the flesh I came to know
All deceptions have been slowly washed away
The darkness was always myself reflecting back at me
I was always both the carrier and the spore
The alluring scent that brings the insect to the corpse
Coated with its pollen I will bring great change
I will crawl into its flesh and fertilise the world
I was my own fear my own diseased landscape
I feel the wounds and pain of the filth I created
Screaming my own name through the fractures in the world
I was the cipher the letter and I broke myself