Bother

[00:11.09] Wish I was too dead to cry
[00:16.23] My self-affliction fades
[00:21.60] Stones to throw at my creator
[00:27.02] Masochists to which I cater
[00:32.45] You don't need to bother
[00:37.76] I don't need to be
[00:43.11] I'll keep slipping farther
[00:48.16] But once I hold on
[00:50.97] I won't let go 'til it bleeds
[01:04.45] Wish I was too dead to care
[01:09.46] If indeed I cared at all
[01:15.02] Never had a voice to protest
[01:20.32] So you fed me shit to digest
[01:26.02] I wish I had a reason
[01:28.74] My flaws are open season
[01:31.45] For this, I gave up trying
[01:33.72] One good turn deserves my dying
[01:36.37] You don't need to bother
[01:41.79] I don't need to be
[01:47.12] I'll keep slipping farther
[01:52.10] But once I hold on
[01:54.80] I won't let go 'til it bleeds
[02:29.84] Wish I'd died instead of lived
[02:34.85] A zombie hides my face
[02:40.34] Shell forgotten
[02:42.82] With its memories
[02:45.77] Diaries left
[02:48.06] With cryptic entries
[02:50.66] And you don't need to bother
[02:56.42] I don't need to be (I don't need to be)
[03:01.78] I'll keep slipping farther
[03:06.78] But once I hold on
[03:09.61] I won't let go 'til it bleeds
[03:12.83] You don't need to bother
[03:17.68] I don't need to be, yeah (I don't need to be)
[03:23.12] I'll keep slipping farther
[03:28.11] But once I hold on (once I hold on)
[03:33.72] Never live down my deceit