Carry the Weight
๐ต 882 characters
โฑ๏ธ 3:59 duration
๐ ID: 1159754
๐ Lyrics
I used to want to die but now I believe
Not in a distant god, there's a love I found in me
I'd rather be awake and in pain than asleep
Singing as if no one can hear takes more courage than you think
I carried the weight in the only way I knew
I carried the weight in the only way I knew
I was scared enough to lie and say that I'm okay
When inside I was dying, so confused, so alone, so afraid
I hope you never know what it's like to hide a piece of yourself inside
Or to be so fucking ashamed you'd rather kill yourself than be alive
I want to be alive
I carried the weight in the only way I knew
I want to be alive
I carried the weight in the only way I knew
I'm still scared but I've got courage to be
More vulnerable and one day free
Now my heart isn't covered in concrete
I breathe, I breathe
No longer scared of the vulnerability
No longer scared of the person that I see
Not in a distant god, there's a love I found in me
I'd rather be awake and in pain than asleep
Singing as if no one can hear takes more courage than you think
I carried the weight in the only way I knew
I carried the weight in the only way I knew
I was scared enough to lie and say that I'm okay
When inside I was dying, so confused, so alone, so afraid
I hope you never know what it's like to hide a piece of yourself inside
Or to be so fucking ashamed you'd rather kill yourself than be alive
I want to be alive
I carried the weight in the only way I knew
I want to be alive
I carried the weight in the only way I knew
I'm still scared but I've got courage to be
More vulnerable and one day free
Now my heart isn't covered in concrete
I breathe, I breathe
No longer scared of the vulnerability
No longer scared of the person that I see
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:01.40] I used to want to die but now I believe
[00:07.48] Not in a distant god, there's a love I found in me
[00:13.58] I'd rather be awake and in pain than asleep
[00:19.45] Singing as if no one can hear takes more courage than you think
[00:29.24] I carried the weight in the only way I knew
[00:40.99] I carried the weight in the only way I knew
[00:47.58]
[00:55.64] I was scared enough to lie and say that I'm okay
[01:01.21] When inside I was dying, so confused, so alone, so afraid
[01:07.39] I hope you never know what it's like to hide a piece of yourself inside
[01:13.45] Or to be so fucking ashamed you'd rather kill yourself than be alive
[01:20.22] I want to be alive
[01:23.72] I carried the weight in the only way I knew
[01:32.64] I want to be alive
[01:35.68] I carried the weight in the only way I knew
[01:41.99]
[02:01.04] I'm still scared but I've got courage to be
[02:14.08] More vulnerable and one day free
[02:26.65] Now my heart isn't covered in concrete
[02:39.74] I breathe, I breathe
[02:52.39] No longer scared of the vulnerability
[03:02.20]
[03:11.99] No longer scared of the person that I see
[03:22.75]
[00:07.48] Not in a distant god, there's a love I found in me
[00:13.58] I'd rather be awake and in pain than asleep
[00:19.45] Singing as if no one can hear takes more courage than you think
[00:29.24] I carried the weight in the only way I knew
[00:40.99] I carried the weight in the only way I knew
[00:47.58]
[00:55.64] I was scared enough to lie and say that I'm okay
[01:01.21] When inside I was dying, so confused, so alone, so afraid
[01:07.39] I hope you never know what it's like to hide a piece of yourself inside
[01:13.45] Or to be so fucking ashamed you'd rather kill yourself than be alive
[01:20.22] I want to be alive
[01:23.72] I carried the weight in the only way I knew
[01:32.64] I want to be alive
[01:35.68] I carried the weight in the only way I knew
[01:41.99]
[02:01.04] I'm still scared but I've got courage to be
[02:14.08] More vulnerable and one day free
[02:26.65] Now my heart isn't covered in concrete
[02:39.74] I breathe, I breathe
[02:52.39] No longer scared of the vulnerability
[03:02.20]
[03:11.99] No longer scared of the person that I see
[03:22.75]