Celebration Song

[00:00.36]I'm alive
[00:10.01]I'm alive
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[00:39.04]To the existential dread
[00:45.39]I let run through my head
[00:50.36]The truth is that you hurt for me so long
[00:55.23]And here's my celebration song
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[00:59.07]I know that years from now
[01:04.04]The final flame runs out
[01:09.41]I'll be a grain of sand
[01:14.28]Running through a stranger's hand
[01:19.11]But right now
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[01:28.83]I'm alive
[01:38.07]I'm alive
[01:48.56]I'm alive
[01:50.38]I lived to see today
[01:54.41]I lost so much along the way
[01:58.74]And that's fine
[02:02.82]'Cause I'm alive
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[02:12.57]I've been so hurt for so long
[02:17.43]I've been so hurt for so long
[02:22.42]I've been so hurt for so long
[02:27.31]I've been so hurt for so long
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[02:30.72]And I'm done
[02:35.32]Trying to run
[02:39.86]From all the things that make me feel alive
[02:45.95]For fear that I might just catch fire
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[02:50.32]'Cause I've earned
[02:54.03]A couple days amongst the sun
[02:59.56]God knows I've more than paid my dues
[03:04.48]For all the months that I didn't want to live through
[03:10.64]The sleepless nights, the bloodshot eyes
[03:15.66]This blissful pain contextualized
[03:20.52]I went to death's door
[03:23.01]You let me inside
[03:25.17]But for all my want
[03:27.32]You couldn't look me in the eyes, I
[03:31.27]I've been so hurt for so long
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