Chemical

[00:14.65]Waking up to no meaning
[00:16.40]I stare at the ceiling
[00:18.61]Count the imperfections that
[00:21.19]Surround my being
[00:22.80]Can tell how I'm feeling
[00:25.01]And it hurts more when you ask
[00:27.74]
[00:28.18]There's a hole in my head and heart
[00:31.21]But I'm a long way from the start
[00:34.66]There's a hole in my head and heart
[00:37.57]But I'm a long way from
[00:39.39]
[00:39.79]Back when I couldn't move, was frozen
[00:44.39]I told myself, it's all good
[00:47.61]It's only chemical
[00:54.00]It's only chemical
[01:00.38]It's only chemical
[01:02.18]
[01:06.04]I'm too shy to speak up
[01:07.60]Guess I have my reasons
[01:09.96]For telling little lies
[01:12.46]About those around me
[01:14.21]And what I could be
[01:16.40]It's eating me alive
[01:18.76]
[01:19.40]There's a hole in my head and heart
[01:22.40]But I'm a long way from the start
[01:25.77]There's a hole in my head and heart
[01:28.75]But I'm a long way from
[01:30.64]
[01:31.09]Back when I couldn't move was frozen
[01:35.66]I told myself it's all good
[01:38.79]It's only chemical
[01:43.82]I want to scream, but it won't help
[01:47.76]I've created my own hell
[01:51.37]And it's only chemical
[01:53.40]
[02:10.67]It's only chemical
[02:17.18]It's only chemical
[02:20.90]
[02:22.22]I find comfort when they say
[02:26.21]You can't sit and count the days
[02:30.81]Until it ends
[02:34.93]There's still times I want to break
[02:38.96]Everything I've ever made
[02:42.68]But I've come a long way from
[02:45.89]I've come a long way from
[02:47.78]
[02:47.83]Back when I couldn't move
[02:50.70]Was frozen I told myself it's all good
[02:55.62]It's only chemical
[03:00.63]I want to scream, but it won't help
[03:04.60]I've created my own hell
[03:08.21]And it's only chemical
[03:10.28]
[03:14.80]It's only chemical
[03:21.11]It's only chemical
[03:27.59]It's only chemical
[03:33.97]It's only chemical
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