Fix Myself

You want me to hold you every night
But I can't even hold myself up right
And all of these tears you cry for me
I use them to cry myself to sleep
I can't hold you down
When nobodies holding me up
I'm on the ground
Feeling like I'm never enough
I need to get my shit together
Break me out of this shell
Cause I can't love somebody till I fix myself
All this time I've been walking these streets
With these broken down dirty shoes on my feet
I try to cry for help sometimes
But it never seems to come out right
And it wouldn't be fair for you to save my life
I can't hold you down
When nobodies holding me up
I'm on the ground
Feeling like I'm never enough
I need to get my shit together
Break me out of this shell
Cause I can't love somebody till I fix myself
Till I fix myself
And I just can't seem to find the cure
But I'll keep looking till I'm back at your door
And if you happen to find
Somebody else I guess I don't mind
Cause
I can't hold you down
When nobodies holding me up
I'm on the ground
Feeling like I'm never enough
I need to get my shit together
Break me out of this shell
Cause I can't love somebody till I fix myself
Till I fix myself
Oh till I fix myself