Lying To Myself (Blackfire

im not going anywhere today i found that there's no use i have my reasons id like to think itll have to do im not giving anymore yesterday i tried to hard i had a reason now that reason is gone
im lying to myself i dont care anymore im lying to myself im so...
im not going out of my way yesterday i was naive ill come down when i have a reason so dont wait up for me take all you can depression is an excuse more than what you need i need the abuse
im lying to myself i dont care anymore im lying to myself im so...
hate... lies... truth? leave me alone
im lying to myself i dont care anymore im lying to myself im so...
im not going anywhere today i found that theres no use i had a reason now i have an excuse im not giving anymore yesterday i gave all i had i thought i was happy it was just a fad
im lying to myself i dont care anymore im lying to myself im so bored m lying to myself i dont care anymore im lying to myself im so...