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Searching for feeling that I can't seem to master
Searching for felling and it's lead me to disaster
Searching for
Searching for feeling that I can't seem to put my finger on
Searching for feeling that left me for too long

Searching for something that I can't seem to feel
Searching for something that no one wants to hear
Searching for something, searching for words
Searching for something that I've never heard
How can I see that I wanna be in love?
How can I see that I wanna be loved?
If I can't seem to master my own ways of the heart
If I can't seem to master my own ways at most

If I see that I still need you
I need you to just come through
I'm tired of singing about all this love
There's no one around me that I'm thinking of
I can't say it's feeling, I can't say it you
Because I know that just wouldn't be true
I can't seem too get out of my head
I just write song instead of being in end
Instead of being in my room
When I could be upset