Sympathy is a knife

[00:04.19] I don't wanna share this space
[00:07.81] I don't wanna force a smile
[00:11.32] This one girl taps my insecurities
[00:15.10] Don't know if it's real or if I'm spiraling
[00:18.73] One voice tells me that they laugh
[00:22.35] George says, "I'm just paranoid"
[00:26.00] Says he just don't see it, he's so naive
[00:29.62] I'm embarrassed to have it, but need the sympathy
[00:32.52] 'Cause I couldn't even be her if I tried
[00:38.05] I'm opposite, I'm on the other side
[00:41.62] I feel all these feelings I can't control
[00:45.26] Oh no, don't know why
[00:49.10] All this sympathy is just a knife
[00:52.79] Why I can't even grit my teeth and lie?
[00:56.35] I feel all these feelings I can't control
[00:59.78] Oh no, don't know
[01:02.29] Why I wanna buy a gun?
[01:05.95] Why I wanna shoot myself?
[01:09.54] Volatile at war with my dialogue
[01:13.24] I'd say that there was a God if they could stop this
[01:17.04] Wild voice tearing me apart
[01:20.64] I'm so apprehensive now
[01:24.28] Don't wanna see her backstage at my boyfriend's show
[01:27.74] Fingers crossed behind my back, I hope they break up quick
[01:30.81] 'Cause I couldn't even be her if I tried
[01:36.27] I'm opposite, I'm on the other side
[01:39.92] I feel all these feelings I can't control
[01:43.32] Oh no, don't know why
[01:47.34] All this sympathy is just a knife
[01:50.76] Why I can't even grit my teeth and lie?
[01:54.37] I feel all these feelings I can't control (oh no)
[01:58.39] All this sympathy is just a knife
[02:01.98] All this sympathy is just a lie
[02:05.52] All this sympathy is just a knife
[02:08.92] Yeah, all this sympathy is just a lie
[02:12.58] Oh no, oh no
[02:15.28] Why is all this sympathy a fucking knife?
[02:19.80] Yeah, all this sympathy is just a lie
[02:23.70] Couldn't even be her if I tried
[02:27.17] Oh no, oh no
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