Terminal

I feel it inside me
It's burning so bright
It pierces and pulls me
It squeezes me tight
I try to oppose it
Try as I might
Returning but stronger
And nothing is right

Calling me downwards
I try to resist
If only I could find a way to rid myself
But the feeling persists
From the seed to the flower
It conquers it all
Permeates the fabric of myself
I am in your thrall

In all that we champion
I'm left feeling sick
Endorsing the villains
No good side to pick
I feel there's no options
And no way back
Not wishing to participate
This is my final act

Surrounded, abjected
I want a release
A weight only lifted when my life will cease
I wish I could lay in the cold dead of night
And just sleep
Consience is burning
Affixed and oppressed
And in this dark corner I lay myself down to rest
Bring forth the end to this story now quickly
I greet my death

Surrounded, abjected
I want a release
A weight only lifted when my life will cease
I wish I could lay in the cold dead of night
And just sleep
Consience is burning
Affixed and oppressed
And in this dark corner I lay myself down to rest
Bring forth the end to this story now quickly
I greet my death