Dispossession

Lost in a valley of smoke,
I lose sight of those I love.
I cant live in this dream,
Wandering the world a lost soul.
A shell of a man,
Frozen in a toxic trance.
A shell of a man,
Frozen in a toxic trance.

Unfamiliar reflections stare at me,
These eyes are not my own.
Running from my demons in this endless valley.
Show me the way,
Because I no longer know right from wrong.

I know what has to be done,
The smoke will settle
The demons will come
And I will be torn apart.
Exposing my weakness the world will see,
What I never f*cking wanted.

As I stare at your face,
Soaked in disgrace,
What is the price a judgment of life,
I cry out in this dispossession.

Exposing my weakness
The world will see what I never,
What I never, what I never f*cking wanted.
They crowd around me,
Here to take their share of my mind.

I can no longer muster
The strength to face them alone, all on my own.
They whisper echoes in unknown tongues,
I refuse to absorb their toxic words.

I've forgotten how to love,
Searching behind locked doors in my mind.
Cast aside the fear of reality,
Face the f*cking world.