Forgiveness

Far away from this time
in hide's a place for me
where lie the fractured fancies... we held dear
I haven't got the strength for fighting anymore
I've begun accepting, used to being low
can't remember how it used to go
suppose I knew laughter
must've been good in my thoughts

And now your creeping in my mind, making me tell lies
like I love you and it's all gonna be just fine
gotta break it now I hate you and I just don't care

Why should I beg for forgiveness...

It came to me quite slowly
I didn't want to see
my heart was just a blacken playground
could this mean there is no
points of sanity

Give my heart and the rest of my soul
if you leave, I lost myself in loving you