Eighteen Weeks

[00:25.85] Selfishness is disease
[00:28.44] I hope it won't take me
[00:30.20] I hope it won't break me like it's breaking all my friends
[00:34.69] Any means to an end
[00:36.23] Is it really that fucked up that I'd rather be dead?
[00:41.88] I know this will make me vulnerable
[00:44.75] But I have to know
[00:47.82] Did you ever care more than you showed?
[00:53.11] When you left for 18 weeks
[00:56.22] Did you ever think of me?
[00:59.59] I hope that when you crack a smile
[01:02.57] I fill your headspace for a while
[01:05.65] And if you ever wondered why I'm always scared
[01:08.94] I've seen people change and remain unaware
[01:12.01] Like their loved ones were never there
[01:15.35] I'm reaching out, I wish you cared
[01:19.10] Would you dream of me
[01:21.18] Even when I slip into anxiety?
[01:25.26] Would you believe in me
[01:27.28] Even if it cost you everything?
[01:29.84] Would you dream of me?
[01:33.88] When you sleep
[01:36.22] I hear you calling my name
[01:38.65] The air on your teeth
[01:40.16] When you speak of me
[01:42.41] When you speak of me
[01:44.55] When you left for 18 weeks
[01:47.35] Did you ever think of me?
[01:50.53] I hope that when you crack a smile
[01:53.58] I fill your headspace for a while
[01:56.84] And if you ever wondered why I'm always scared
[01:59.89] I've seen people change and remain unaware
[02:03.02] Like their loved ones were never there
[02:06.24] I'm reaching out, I wish you cared
[02:13.19] Would you dream of me
[02:15.15] Even when I slip into anxiety?
[02:19.23] Would you believe in me
[02:21.23] Even if it cost you everything?
[02:23.98] Would you dream of me?
[02:27.35] When you sleep
[02:29.65] I hear you calling my name
[02:32.48] The air on your teeth
[02:33.72] When you speak of me
[02:36.01] When you speak of me
[02:38.10]
[02:43.91] It's complicated, but I think I'll be fine
[02:46.54] 'Cause you can't turn the clock and you can't rewind
[02:50.36] Still jaded, I missed all the signs
[02:53.02] Fly, fly endangered, but with you, it won't fly
[02:56.42] So hold your tongue and let me speak
[02:59.83] When you left, it left me weak
[03:02.91] Let's find out how far I sink
[03:07.07] Tie anchors to my feet
[03:09.82] When you left you for 18 weeks
[03:12.83] Did you ever think of me?
[03:16.13] I hope that when you crack a smile
[03:19.18] I fill your headspace for a while
[03:22.45] And if you ever wondered why I'm always scared
[03:25.79] I've seen people change and remain unaware
[03:28.74] Like their loved ones were never there
[03:31.79] I'm reaching out, I wish you cared
[03:35.27]