Better If I Just Pretend

[00:03.55] Explioting my sadness
[00:06.44] Grieving someone still alive
[00:09.70] I know why I'm like this
[00:11.49] Because a part of me died
[00:15.22] When I left you, when I lost me
[00:17.58] When I trusted you just because you were lonely
[00:21.05] We have history, so
[00:24.82] You're owed all of me
[00:33.21] Now I've been
[00:35.73] Smoking a lot with your friends
[00:39.79] I think it's
[00:41.87] Better if I just pretend
[00:47.95] Better if I just pretend
[00:53.74] Better If I just pretend
[00:57.51] (Oh)
[01:00.55] (Oh, oh, oh)
[01:06.80] (Oh, oh)
[01:09.28] I'm a stranger on your polaroids
[01:12.36] And you started a wildfire on our memories
[01:15.28] You left a trial of pesticides and seemed
[01:19.34] To poison all your company
[01:21.09] Your garden never grows, it's something I now know
[01:23.62] While I watch us decompose and fertilise whoever's close
[01:27.25] To wherever you are now
[01:30.96] And the lies from your mouth
[01:33.41] Now I've been
[01:35.75] Smoking a lot with your friends
[01:39.75] I think it's
[01:41.83] Better if I just pretend
[01:45.38] That we're cool
[01:47.74] Carrying the string of ghosts from what we had now
[01:51.49] We were friends but
[01:53.62] It's better if I just pretend (oh)
[01:59.64] Better if I just pretend (oh, oh, ha)
[02:05.88] Better if I just pretend (oh, ha)
[02:11.85] (Better if I just pretend)
[02:15.24] Now I've been
[02:17.73] Smoking a lot with your friends
[02:21.58] I think it's
[02:24.25] Better if I just pretend
[02:27.15] That we're cool
[02:29.57] Carrying the string of ghosts from what we had now
[02:33.62] We were friends but
[02:35.61] It's better if I just pretend
[02:39.41] When I left you, when I lost me
[02:41.84] When I trusted you just because you were lonely
[02:45.26] When I left you, when I lost me
[02:47.52] And I trusted you and now I still feel guilty
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