Tarpit

[00:00.99] Seems like I've been
[00:03.45] Getting too attached with silence
[00:06.16] Let the lines blur between
[00:09.62] Love and peace and violence
[00:12.68] Let's change the station
[00:14.57] This anticipation will turn out to
[00:19.29] Be the end of me (be the end of me)
[00:23.21] How do I love myself
[00:25.40] When I'm used to hating
[00:28.92] How do I breathe
[00:30.69] Without choking and gasping for air
[00:34.46] It's not like I can talk about
[00:37.33] The things that brought me here
[00:40.23] How do I love myself
[00:42.45] When I feel like I've barely
[00:44.40] Made it through this year
[00:51.71] Feels like I've been
[00:54.74] Getting deeper every night and
[00:57.60] Trying not to hate myself
[01:00.24] But that's a war that
[01:01.92] I can't fight in
[01:04.37] Let's change the station
[01:06.11] This self-deprecation
[01:08.93] Will turn out to be
[01:10.92] The end of me (the end of me)
[01:15.13] How do I love myself
[01:17.01] When I'm used to hating
[01:20.64] How do I breathe
[01:22.28] Without choking and gasping for air
[01:26.40] It's not like I can talk about
[01:28.98] The things that brought me here
[01:31.98] How do I love myself
[01:33.55] When I feel like I've barely
[01:36.04] Made it through this year
[01:38.69] What's the point in
[01:40.94] Clawing my way back to the surface
[01:44.11] What's the point in fighting my way into the clear
[01:49.89] What's the point in making effort when nothing's worth it
[01:55.15] Sometimes I'm gold and
[01:57.52] Sometimes I wish I'd disappear
[02:01.85]
[02:08.02] How do I love myself
[02:09.84] When I'm used to hating
[02:13.28] How do I breathe
[02:14.65] Without choking and gasping for air
[02:18.69] It's not like I can talk about
[02:21.44] The things that brought me here
[02:24.54] How do I love myself
[02:26.59] When I feel like I've barely
[02:28.89] Made it through this year
[02:31.45]