Lifeboats
๐ต 1972 characters
โฑ๏ธ 3:33 duration
๐ ID: 1167373
๐ Lyrics
I just want to feel alive.
And love myself from the in and the outside.
'Cause every time that I start to feel whole,
I knock myself on the ground because it's all that I've known
Just like the streets burn a hole through your shoe.
My soul has been worn out too,
I'm 25 and I still don't fit in
Directionless, like a blind man painting
Mother I'm so sorry, I can't go on like this.
The lifeboats are leaving with or without me.
What's the point of falling in love?
If I don't love myself.
What's the point of being alive if all I want is out.
So I thought that it only feels right
To make the decisions that endanger my life.
Late late at night under black and blue moons.
I question in the reasons that I self-abuse.
I'm so pathetic.
It makes me sick.
I'm a fingerless pianist.
I see reflections.
I clench my fists.
I'm a violin without the strings.
Mother I'm so sorry, I can't go on like this.
The lifeboats are leaving with or without me.
What's the point of falling in love?
If I don't love myself.
What's the point of being alive if all I want is out.
There is no love.
There's only this:
Just lust and lies, and selfishness.
A black hole where the sun once was.
I'm never falling back in love.
'Cause it has never been enough.
Ever since I've been a young boy I was alone
Now that I've become a man, the feeling's grown.
Through the therapy and through the pills, I can't let go.
But what about the fuckin fact:
I'm still alone.
What do you do when you got nothing left?
Give up! Give up! And hope for the best!
I fell into the ocean, I and I feel sick,
Waiting on a nameless rescue ship.
What do you do when you got nothing left?
Give up! Give up! And hope for the best!
I fell into the ocean, I and I feel sick,
Waiting on a nameless rescue ship.
Mother I'm so sorry, I can't go on like this.
The lifeboats are leaving with or without me.
What's the point of falling in love?
If I don't love myself.
What's the point of being alive if all I want is out
And love myself from the in and the outside.
'Cause every time that I start to feel whole,
I knock myself on the ground because it's all that I've known
Just like the streets burn a hole through your shoe.
My soul has been worn out too,
I'm 25 and I still don't fit in
Directionless, like a blind man painting
Mother I'm so sorry, I can't go on like this.
The lifeboats are leaving with or without me.
What's the point of falling in love?
If I don't love myself.
What's the point of being alive if all I want is out.
So I thought that it only feels right
To make the decisions that endanger my life.
Late late at night under black and blue moons.
I question in the reasons that I self-abuse.
I'm so pathetic.
It makes me sick.
I'm a fingerless pianist.
I see reflections.
I clench my fists.
I'm a violin without the strings.
Mother I'm so sorry, I can't go on like this.
The lifeboats are leaving with or without me.
What's the point of falling in love?
If I don't love myself.
What's the point of being alive if all I want is out.
There is no love.
There's only this:
Just lust and lies, and selfishness.
A black hole where the sun once was.
I'm never falling back in love.
'Cause it has never been enough.
Ever since I've been a young boy I was alone
Now that I've become a man, the feeling's grown.
Through the therapy and through the pills, I can't let go.
But what about the fuckin fact:
I'm still alone.
What do you do when you got nothing left?
Give up! Give up! And hope for the best!
I fell into the ocean, I and I feel sick,
Waiting on a nameless rescue ship.
What do you do when you got nothing left?
Give up! Give up! And hope for the best!
I fell into the ocean, I and I feel sick,
Waiting on a nameless rescue ship.
Mother I'm so sorry, I can't go on like this.
The lifeboats are leaving with or without me.
What's the point of falling in love?
If I don't love myself.
What's the point of being alive if all I want is out
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:13.02] I just want to feel alive.
[00:15.52] And love myself from the in and the outside.
[00:18.77] 'Cause every time that I start to feel whole,
[00:21.16] I knock myself on the ground because it's all that I've known
[00:24.54] Just like the streets burn a hole through your shoe.
[00:27.76] My soul has been worn out too,
[00:32.82] I'm 25 and I still don't fit in
[00:35.56] Directionless, like a blind man painting
[00:38.99] Mother I'm so sorry, I can't go on like this.
[00:44.86] The lifeboats are leaving with or without me.
[00:50.85] What's the point of falling in love?
[00:53.73] If I don't love myself.
[00:57.14] What's the point of being alive if all I want is out.
[01:03.70] So I thought that it only feels right
[01:06.28] To make the decisions that endanger my life.
[01:09.14] Late late at night under black and blue moons.
[01:12.39] I question in the reasons that I self-abuse.
[01:15.43] I'm so pathetic.
[01:17.28] It makes me sick.
[01:18.71] I'm a fingerless pianist.
[01:23.76] I see reflections.
[01:25.05] I clench my fists.
[01:26.36] I'm a violin without the strings.
[01:31.42] Mother I'm so sorry, I can't go on like this.
[01:37.05] The lifeboats are leaving with or without me.
[01:43.23] What's the point of falling in love?
[01:45.92] If I don't love myself.
[01:49.34] What's the point of being alive if all I want is out.
[01:56.20] There is no love.
[01:59.60] There's only this:
[02:02.51] Just lust and lies, and selfishness.
[02:08.12] A black hole where the sun once was.
[02:15.33] I'm never falling back in love.
[02:20.29] 'Cause it has never been enough.
[02:23.68] Ever since I've been a young boy I was alone
[02:25.87] Now that I've become a man, the feeling's grown.
[02:29.05] Through the therapy and through the pills, I can't let go.
[02:32.10] But what about the fuckin fact:
[02:34.13] I'm still alone.
[02:35.44] What do you do when you got nothing left?
[02:38.46] Give up! Give up! And hope for the best!
[02:41.39] I fell into the ocean, I and I feel sick,
[02:44.48] Waiting on a nameless rescue ship.
[02:47.80] What do you do when you got nothing left?
[02:50.79] Give up! Give up! And hope for the best!
[02:53.76] I fell into the ocean, I and I feel sick,
[02:56.84] Waiting on a nameless rescue ship.
[03:02.19] Mother I'm so sorry, I can't go on like this.
[03:07.99] The lifeboats are leaving with or without me.
[03:13.93] What's the point of falling in love?
[03:16.70] If I don't love myself.
[03:20.76] What's the point of being alive if all I want is out
[03:30.99]
[00:15.52] And love myself from the in and the outside.
[00:18.77] 'Cause every time that I start to feel whole,
[00:21.16] I knock myself on the ground because it's all that I've known
[00:24.54] Just like the streets burn a hole through your shoe.
[00:27.76] My soul has been worn out too,
[00:32.82] I'm 25 and I still don't fit in
[00:35.56] Directionless, like a blind man painting
[00:38.99] Mother I'm so sorry, I can't go on like this.
[00:44.86] The lifeboats are leaving with or without me.
[00:50.85] What's the point of falling in love?
[00:53.73] If I don't love myself.
[00:57.14] What's the point of being alive if all I want is out.
[01:03.70] So I thought that it only feels right
[01:06.28] To make the decisions that endanger my life.
[01:09.14] Late late at night under black and blue moons.
[01:12.39] I question in the reasons that I self-abuse.
[01:15.43] I'm so pathetic.
[01:17.28] It makes me sick.
[01:18.71] I'm a fingerless pianist.
[01:23.76] I see reflections.
[01:25.05] I clench my fists.
[01:26.36] I'm a violin without the strings.
[01:31.42] Mother I'm so sorry, I can't go on like this.
[01:37.05] The lifeboats are leaving with or without me.
[01:43.23] What's the point of falling in love?
[01:45.92] If I don't love myself.
[01:49.34] What's the point of being alive if all I want is out.
[01:56.20] There is no love.
[01:59.60] There's only this:
[02:02.51] Just lust and lies, and selfishness.
[02:08.12] A black hole where the sun once was.
[02:15.33] I'm never falling back in love.
[02:20.29] 'Cause it has never been enough.
[02:23.68] Ever since I've been a young boy I was alone
[02:25.87] Now that I've become a man, the feeling's grown.
[02:29.05] Through the therapy and through the pills, I can't let go.
[02:32.10] But what about the fuckin fact:
[02:34.13] I'm still alone.
[02:35.44] What do you do when you got nothing left?
[02:38.46] Give up! Give up! And hope for the best!
[02:41.39] I fell into the ocean, I and I feel sick,
[02:44.48] Waiting on a nameless rescue ship.
[02:47.80] What do you do when you got nothing left?
[02:50.79] Give up! Give up! And hope for the best!
[02:53.76] I fell into the ocean, I and I feel sick,
[02:56.84] Waiting on a nameless rescue ship.
[03:02.19] Mother I'm so sorry, I can't go on like this.
[03:07.99] The lifeboats are leaving with or without me.
[03:13.93] What's the point of falling in love?
[03:16.70] If I don't love myself.
[03:20.76] What's the point of being alive if all I want is out
[03:30.99]