Look up and See Infinity, Look Down and See Nothing

I wanna feel the way you did.
Just a touch of adventure but safe.
I wanna make the clouds come down.
I wanna fill the rest of you out.

Sleep dreams the day away.
I can't think of one real thing that I could say.
I wanna feel you underground.
I wanna chew you up and spit you out.

Did I falter?
Did I make you proud?
All I ever wanted, promise not to shut me out.