Fucked Myself Up

[00:14.06] Life flies by when
[00:17.02] You're having the time of your life
[00:20.15] But when you are down
[00:23.53] Time stands still all around
[00:27.02] The numbers on the wall, tell me to move on
[00:32.15] But they don't know what I've been through
[00:36.90] As this sober fool
[00:38.90] I'm texting numbers on purpose
[00:43.01] And not having blood run down my knees
[00:46.02] From drinking too much that week
[00:49.53] And acting so naive
[00:52.89] Fucked myself up on purpose
[00:55.98] 'Cause too much is never enough
[00:58.67] What is it you want from me?
[01:01.65] This shit don't come so easily
[01:04.81] Fucked myself up on purpose
[01:08.93] 'Cause too much is never enough
[01:11.54] What is it you want from me
[01:14.66] This shit don't come so easily
[01:18.69] Tonight, to get by
[01:21.98] I curse at the walls and question it all
[01:25.20] They all say it's too late to save her
[01:28.29] And it fuels my peculiar behaviour
[01:31.66] The doors begin to open
[01:34.84] But I just sit here frozen in fear
[01:39.39] I'm not here, I'm not here
[01:42.69] Fucked myself up on purpose
[01:47.83] 'Cause too much is never enough
[01:50.50] What is it you want from me?
[01:53.56] This shit don't come so easily
[01:57.79] Fucked myself up on purpose
[02:00.77] 'Cause too much is never enough
[02:03.49] What is it you want from me?
[02:06.54] This shit don't come so easily
[02:09.80] I know that I've been selfish
[02:13.01] But I couldn't care less
[02:16.09] I'm always going to come first
[02:19.12] At my best at my worst
[02:21.42] I know that this is senseless
[02:25.80] But I will not regret this
[02:29.13] Help me to forget this
[02:32.05] Pass me a cigarette, bitch
[02:36.60] Fucked myself up on purpose
[02:39.72] 'Cause too much is never enough
[02:42.33] What is it you want from me?
[02:45.45] This shit don't come so easily
[02:49.62] Fucked myself up on purpose
[02:52.66] 'Cause too much is never enough
[02:55.30] What is it you want from me?
[02:58.49] This shit don't come so easily
[03:01.45] I'm scared to be alone
[03:05.68] That's why I don't come home
[03:08.39] I'm fucked, I'm fucked, I'm fucked, I'm fucked
[03:12.35] Fucked myself up on purpose
[03:15.54] I'm scared to be alone
[03:18.64] That's why I don't come home
[03:21.14] I'm fucked, I'm fucked, I'm fucked, Im fucked
[03:25.34] Fucked myself up on purpose
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