So Many Questions

I want to leave
I said so many times
In this land, I just can't find my rhymes
If I,
Could move away from here
I'd be free, my past would disappear

I crossed the ocean
Went far from where I'm from
Left my home, my love and my best friend
This emptiness,
Deep inside my soul
All I had, was pack my bags and go

I have so many questions
No reason to be found
I've been searching for the answers
Moving from town to town
Oh, nothing ever changes
This darkness stays the same
All I do, is keep running from myself

Things don't change,
I just don't understand
Why this sadness just won't go away?
And the more I run, the less I find my peace
I feel lonely, my soul has no release

I have so many questions
No reason to be found
I've been searching for the answers
Moving from town to town
Oh, nothing ever changes
This darkness stays the same
All I do, is keep running from myself

I'll be home this Christmas
It's been a long, it's been a long long time
I quit running, from the fears of my heart
It's my time, to have a brand a new start

I have so many questions
No reason to be found
I've been searching for the answers
Moving from town to town
Oh, nothing ever changes
This darkness stays the same
Now I know, to stop running from myself

Now I know, to stop running from myself
Now I know, to stop running from myself
Oh, I'm starting from myself
I'm going to face my fears
Change my ways, I'm gonna make my stand
I stop running from myself